urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idothis4me idothis4me idothis4me 2007-09-09T18:35:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idothis4me:945 2007-09-09T18:35:56Z 2007-09-09T18:35:56Z <p>I ate sooo much yesterday and today. I hate myself for it. I feel like a failure. Why does it seem that honestly hating the way I look and being repulsive isn't enough to change? I'm losing it.&nbsp;<br />advice?<br />love you all</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idothis4me:751 2007-09-06T21:38:55Z 2007-09-06T22:17:17Z &nbsp;I'm NEW. and it kinda feels good to say. I am so happy I found a community where I can relate. I don't know what to talk about, yet I have so much to say. I guess I leave much conversation up to questions, so please...ask away.&nbsp;<br />I wanted to know if&nbsp;anyone could give me some&nbsp;great stomach exercise advice. I have a long way to go!<br /><br /><strong><font color="#3366ff" size="4">weight: 123&nbsp;lbs <br />height: 5'8"<br />H.W.: 140 lbs<font size="2"> <font color="#000000">(fu*king SICK!!!)</font></font><br />L.W.: 105 lbs<br />G.W.: 100lbs</font></strong>